Life's a constant struggle.

I just feel like im nothing. to be honest. It's been a reallly difficult period in my life as I trudged through the hot and dry desert, wondering when help would come my way. The extreme thirst and pain would leave me wondering if God is really there. the ceaseless labour turn out to be futile as one realises how insignificant it is to be just a vapour in the wind or a wave tossed in the deep and wide ocean.

God. I need you. Really.

Lord, Im desperate.