Im trying

sometimes i really dont know what to do. Theatre is life. that's absolutely true. the way im forced to act in front of pple. i cant be true, i cant be honest. Life literally pushes me to the limits in areas where im weak. AHSS...aiyah i doubt anyone in vjc knows this blog. so im gonna talk abt this in PROPER TERMS.

Jason, i really dont know why la. I can meet this kinda friend. I know it's not his fault
but im really at my wits ends. For alot of pple they just say it's freaking easy to let go of friendship, but i seriously treat him like my REALLY close friend. ok i treated him tht way
but what did i get? nothing. I got like BAD stuff in return. i really really dont know wad to do. why doesn't anyone appreciate me? why? why, LORD? pls help me LORD.arrrggggh, God please bless Jason, i really dont know but since, I love him so much as a close friend, yea, i just hope he's blessed la. God bless him..I really wanna forgive him la, for whatever he did. yea. cos he's my friend..

hai the thought of all these really makes me damn grrr....whatever la.

JC life.

Sometimes I just wonder what this is all about. It is almost impossible to realise or even visualise the dream that I always had for life. It's probably a significant problem that one will discover as soon as u step into a large institution, where things bcome superficial and probably everything u see is actually virtual rather than reality. Imagination and hope plays an important role here, where deception and falsehood can craft your minds, causing confusion and angst..

just b a nerd. studies+self-improvement. you'll find wad u wan elsewhr.