Embrace Life

Sometimes I really wonder how and why things happen. Occasionally, it seems as though God isn't around at all although i've always been reminded, thru pple or even the holy spirit himself, that through it all, God is in control and he loves us. Looking back at my previous post, i realised what a fool i've been by ignoring God's words to me, going one big round ranting to myself and pple until I come back to sq 1, where i still have to heed the very words God gave me.

It's sometimes very amusing how wrong decisions made can cause you to detour, cause you pain and tears, just as how the israelites had to wonder around the wilderness for 40 years due to disobedience. Im sorry Lord for my disobedience. yup.

It has been a huge roller-coaster ride this year, with stuff in ODAC: big big projects etc, stuff in TSD: Prelims, A levels, groups, individual work etc, stuff in church..., and stuff elsewhere. Haha. I dont know whether I've grown, but I think i have. I'm not sure.

I'm not sure but I think i've this big problem with my pride. It's probably something that many face. It's the gravest of the 7 deadly sins as mentioned in the bible, probably because Lucifer (Satan) himself fell because of pride. He wanted to be like God. For me, I wanted to be the best in alot of things. I feel that I've not really lived my life for God and God alone.. I'm sorry God.

This is my new fav gospel song in church:

"This is my desire, to honour you.
Lord with all my heart, I worship you.
All I have within me, I give you praise.
All that I adore, is in you.

Lord I give you my heart,
I give you my soul,
I live for YOU alone.
Every breath that I take,
every moment I'm awake,
Lord have your way in me:)"


I really think humility is a virtue. The notion about taking "PRIDE" in your work is WRONG! You should take responsibility in your work but not PRIDE. At least that's what I think. I want pure humility, less of yourself darryl, more of others.

DA