Selfcentered?

Sometimes trying to hard may seem like a REALLY bad idea. Esp when the attempt backfires. haha. I ask myself "Why am I doing all these" But i usually find it really difficult to answer that question on my own.

Deep down inside of me, I dont know what I'm really feeling. haha. am i confused? or just. Am I plain selfish? That all i care is abt myself, and when i dont get wad i want, i bcome frustrated? haha. maybe.

I'm sorry. - to whom i might have been selfish to.

I'll try to change. I'll care more abt others.