Monday, September 24, 2007

The wavelength of stress is really huge now..

Just studied TSD and econs...still have maths and lit to worry about...arrgh..but i guess i shouldn't be worrying and i should put everything in God's hands and trust in him.. However, it's easier said than done man...haha..but i'll try my best.. Actually it's not the studying that worries me the most...

I really dont know why i have to feel so frustrated over stuff man. It's just so difficult to release f**********(it's not the vulgarity), and let go of the h****... i've decided to leave it to God now and cool off for a day or two. I really hope that I can truely forgive totally. Now i realised how difficult it is to truely mean the Lord's Prayer when u pray it:
Oh Father in heaven, Hallowed be thy name
Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread
F****** us our sins as we HAVE F******* our debtors.
Lead us not into temptation but deliver us from the evil one....(incomplete version)

but yup, guess it's quite obvious what im pointing at...sigh. Lord, I pray that u'll help me get good grades for my promos and help me to release f********** and those h**** man!

But through it all, I still wanna say, "Lord, blessed be your name!"